Self-Satisfaction

Don't think nasty, this blog will not involve any discusion on masturbation.
Have you ever thought about what you have done with your life?.. no matter how old or young you are... are you satisfied with what you have done with your life so far? Have you live to your expectations?? Make sure they are your expectations... not your parents... or your peers. Well have you? I believe that I have... I have graduated high school...(a very good one)... I have helped people find God when I was very religious (even though I am a bit lost myself at the moment)...helped many friends in ways that I had no idea I had helped them... I have volunteered so many hours in the hospital and in church... (1,350 to be exact)... and now I am in college in the pre-med program. I believe I have surpassed my parents expectations... which means I am in the right path but most importantly I have meet mine... I will accept that I have a lot of things to do in order to meet my expectations in the long run... but if God permits I will try my best to fulfill them. I can say that I am saisfied with the things I have done in my life so far... Are you?

Friendship

Define friendship... think about it for a minute... now think of how you picture a perfect friend to be.... it that the kind of friend you are???

Is change good?

I believe that change is good when you are talking about underwear. About eveything else I am not sure... I believe that change can be good at times but it is absurd when you are changing in order to please others or to be a part of something. Many people who know me know that I really don't care what people think about me... I wear what is comfortable, act the way I am, and I say what I think. If people do not like that... it becomes their problem and not mine. Why is it so important for people to fit in... to at different around certain people... or to try to become "cool"? Define cool.... Someone with many friends? Someone who is liked by many? If that is cool... then I am cool... and I honestly don't think that is cool. What is the point of being surrounded by so many people if you can only really count on a few when you need a friend? So I believe it is better to be "normal" and have a honest group of friends then anything else. Change can be good and change can be bad... just make sure you are not leaving any of your good friends behind and that you don't try to be somone you are not.

What would you do without me?

Today was a blah day! I was thinking of what the purpose in my life is and of the things I have done and the things I am doing now. I was wondering.... have I made a difference. I am realistic and know that at this time in my life a difference I am looking for is not one that would change the whole world but maybe change someone... or help someone that I care of. I wonder if I have done this already... have I really changed someone... have I made a difference... and if I have... What is it? Is there anyone that would be thinking in a future about the positive effects I have brought? I don't know... this has been going through my mind today.