Today is not a good day... and tomorrow does not look good either.

Have you ever felt that the whole world is coming down on you? That what you thought was a great life was actually a stage to the cruel reality in which we live on? That friends are not always there for you and that you have to know how to deal with it? Well I do.

The Real World

As I sit here and think about how easy I have it.... I pity those who are actually living the "real" life. How are they doing that? With a "real" 8-5 job that actually requires you to work... not like me that I get a 12am-8am 3 times a week in which I do nothing but watch movies, talk ,and even sleep. How other people have "real" payments like their car, insuance, credit cards, ect. I complain about paying my $15 a month for Wal-Mart. (YES, I have a Wal-Mart credit card... my credit had to start somewhere). How people have real problems like figuring out a way to pay for next month's rent and a major family problem. I .... well I don't .... not as much. Honestly I hope I don't turn into that. Not that there is anything wrong with it... I admire you people... but I just want to be care free for as long as I can be. I know that will not be forever... but I can make sure it is not until a while that I have to go into the "real world". I think that the "real" world drains a lot of the fun that you should have in your life. I should just win the lottery to prevent from that ever happening to me!!! hehehehehe Well I think that some time I will be "out of luck" and when that day comes I will be some angry bitch. hehehehe...
Peace, Love, and Happiness.

Mexican Goddess