Our Childhood

Remember as we were kids? Yesterday I went down memory lane. I realized how much fun I had as a child... not that much has changed now. I remember watching the Ninja Turtles... that was such a great show. Which was probably made by a crack head that thought would be fun to have mutant turtles that lived in a sewage become crime fighting ninja's taught by a rat. Nevertheless, the show was awsome!!! Who could forget the Power Rangers!!!! My favorite show of all times. That is until they became ninja... then space power rangers and all that crap. I remeber wanting to buy everything yellow... cuz I loved Trini (Saber Tooth Tiger). I did not like Kimberly because every girl wanted to be her, I only envied her when Tommy came around. hehehehe. El Show de XUXA... este es el show de XUXA y los saluda con amor... hehehe... well I loved it... I think I even had the sandles that she sold and everything. OMG... remember GLORIA TREVI!!! She was like the Britney Spears of Mexico when I was about 6. I loved her music. That was before the little business that her manager and her had in the side... which was "molesting" some of the girls that went on tour with her. EL CLAN TREVI-ANDRADE!!!. hehehe I still think she is inocent. Changing subject. Blossom, Save by the Bell, Step by Step, and Boy meets World... I still watch that B.M.W. when I have time... but I used to love that. Now remember the "tree houses" that we used to make... They were just pieces of wood to help you climb the tree then you sit on the branches... but I used to think it was so cool. Then eventually my mom would yell for me to get off the tree. When I grew up ... my best friend was a boy, so I grew up playing a lot of guy things. I used to play with cars... I hated dolls. Not to mention loving to play Tazos... remember those? how about dodge ball... and all those other good "sports"? There was not one day of my childhood that I did not get hurt, got chased by a chicken, or got biten by my neighbor (we were little, don't think nasty). Those were the good days... when you took a rose or candy to your teacher because you liked the teacher not just to get a good grade. When you thought that playing in the mud and getting in fights was worth getting spanked and yelled at by your parents. When the rain did not stop you... it actually encouraged you to get out of the house, get wet, and have a little fun. Thank God that I still sometimes think the way I used to. With a carefree mind and spirit... maybe that is why I am enjoying life. Anywayz... I loved remembering this... if you want to add on something that you didi as a Child... go right ahead and add a comment.

Forgiveness

Today was a good day for most part. I learned many things today. For example the value of forgiveness. Forgiveness is a desicion that we make. It is the desicion of whether or not that person that is asking for forgiveness deserves a second chance. I am one that will RARELY appoligizes. If I do.. I must either really care about you or really mean it. In the most part I was used to being the person that forgave others but not really seeked for forgiveness. Today that changed, I got to experience what it is to ask for forgiveness and mean it from the bottom of your heart. I don't believe to recall another moment where I wanted forgiveness so much.(from a person... God is a different story) Well I can say that it feels great to be forgiven. I will not let this second chance go by because I know that if I do... I will have lost something very precious to me. 831. I have also tried to understand the way other people look at things. Like Gris said in her comment. I must respect the fact that not all people deal with problems the way I do. I ask to understand that I am questioning any of you... do not take it like I am going against you... I am just simply trying to understand how you look at thing. Well the person who I dedicate this blog to now knows what I am talking about and I hope that this person understands that I never meant to hurt them in any way even thought I did say and do many stupid things.

P.S. sorry if this blog sux but I have only sleept 3 hours in the last 48.

Shout out to Marco ... the D.J. from DIGITAL!
and a Congratulations to Edilio that got a 98 in a Calc. TEST!!! WAY TO GO!!

Peace, Love and Happiness

Mexican Goddess

Maturity

Since when have we taken life so seriously?
I am one of those individuals who believe that the experiences you have been through and problems you have dealt with make you who you are today. How we handle or take care of problems that we are faced with everyday is not due to our character or to our maturity level, but by the way we have taken care of previous problems and the response we have gottten from it. Does age really built character or is it past experiences? Lets define character... it is the complex of mental and ethical traits marking and often individualizing a person. So in reality it is the way you handle and deal with your problems that bilt your character. I understand that sometimes the older you are the more experiences you have had, but this is not true in many cases. I have dealt with a lot of situation in the past... things that I rather not even remember of. Did that affect my character? If it did ... why is it that I am "carefree" most of the time? Well ... un / fortunatelly I deal with problems very differently then other people. If you know me well you will understand that I will laugh no matter what happens... I can be scared, nervous, embarrassed, even angry... and I will just start laughing. Some times pissing of the person who I am arguing with. I have learned that I can release a lot of stress or tention by doing this. But where I am trying to get is ... Does that make me immature? The answer that I have found is that I am not going to be stressing out about a problem in front of everyone I know. I feel no need to let other people know how I am feeling when I know I can fix the problem without there help even though I appreciate those who are willing ot help. I will try to take it head-on as soon as I can. Most of the time with many misunderstandings and tention but with a clear and honest explanation of the situation at the end. Since I was about 15-16 I had dealt with friends problems and problems of my own... and I know that with that I learned to be mature and a bit more responsible... if I don't show it is because I see no need for it. I know I act like a little kid for most of the time... but tell me what other way of living is there???... stressing out about every little thing... and trying to be the mature one??? I will leave that to whom ever want to live there life that way... That is just not the way I am. So I will continue with my responsibilities and duties...but with my free spirit... and with my childish soul.

Mexican Goddess

Lets talk about SEX!

Well I thought sex to be a very interesting subject to talk about since almost everyone around me is either having sex or talking about it and in some cases PRETENDING to be having it... I will not mention names. hehehehe. Well even though I am still a Virgin I have learned many things about this subject thanks to the friends previously mentioned. As I was listening to my Organic Chem. profesor make a reference to sex when he was trying to explain the Valence-Shell Electron Pair Repulsion Theory I realised that it seems everything evolves around sex. He was trying to make an interesting example which I bet will stick to most of our minds when it comes to test time. hehehe What I want to know is sex that important? I mean we see it everywhere we go... God know I love Sex and the City and Friends has sex in every episode as well as other known shows. Don't get me wrong... I have nothing against sex. I just thought it is something that we encounter or speak of every day without even thinking about it. I think it is very funny how our grandparents or even our parents portray sex as evil but our generation is all about sex. You KNOW your grandma's were not out in the 1940's -50's flashing more that half of the valley's population at S.P.I. during spring break. That was not acceptable. One thing that just came to my attention is that men have ALWAYS been about sex. How many stories have we not heard of a (specially Mexican) man to have 2 families or to have a mistress? I know it happend in my family and probably there was an uncle or grandpa in your too. hehehe. but see they were more hush hush. .Back in the day Men always had the RIGHT to have sex... but women could only have sex at there husbands will ... because ofcource they had to be married to have sex. Now things have changed a bit. Women go of displaying there mammary glands during spring break. A week before HOLY WEEK!! (I got to see a lot those girls in church pretending to be HOLY!) hehehehe But things have changed... even thought women are going to be called whore... hoes ... sluts... and many other names. The point is that we are "allowed" to enjoy sex now. So if you are having sex enjoy it. If you are not ... POWER TO YOU... we should start a Virgin support group or something like it but it I only know about 5 other virgins... so it would not be much of a group... hehehehe. Well in all Sex is good. Just make sure you know who you are doing it with and use protection.
That is all for right now...
If you have any questions or comments...
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PEACE, LOVE, and HAPPINESS.

Mexican Goddess

Sunday is a DRAG!

Well yesterday was an interesting day. After spending the whole day alone I went to celebrate Macaria's birthday in a club in Reynosa called YES. I had a good time. I got to see Carmina, my best friend from Junor High. I also got to see Evelyn which I had not seen in a long time. I missed you guys!!! Well today I woke up at 4:30pm. I had nothing to do. No responsibilities. Well atleast I thought I didn't but it turned out that as I walked in the dorms at 11pm I was informed that I had missed a meeting at 8pm. Oh well. My boss loves me anyways. Well today I saw Serendipity. It is a great movie in my opinion. Serendipity means the faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident. In which I believe is true. Not as much as the girl in the movie believes in it but I do believe there are signs that we get... and it is entirelly up to us to see if we follow them or not. Well just after the movie ended Zoraya called me. We found out that we had been doing the same thing all day ... absolutly NOTHING. Well it was weird that we both woke up at around the same time... and we saw the same movie... and the weirdest think of all is that my phone was in the 1-beep mode, but when she called... her ringer came out. I was all freaked out. Maybe it is one of those signs that I was taking about earlier. Or maybe we are both lazy and I read to much into things. hehehe! Well now I am chating online. Edilio just called me.. I am trying to talk to him and write at the same time but I can't. Ok we hung up. Well about the kind of friend I am ... mmmmmmmmmmm... I really have no idea... Some friends say that they know they can count on me for anything, that I try to always help. But some other people have other opinions about me. tell me what you think. Leave a comment. If you are not a subscriber of this web site... once you click on post a comment... click on the blue small letters that say post a comment as Anynomous... or something like it and leave the comment with your name. Thank you. Well that is all I have to say. BYE