Loneliness

How is it that you can be surrounded by people that care about you and still feel so lonely? It's been a long time since I felt like that but I know that it is not a great feeling. Feeling lonely... something that you feel when you have not date on Valentine's day (the national greeting card and flowers day)... something you feel after breaking up with your significant other... or simply when you feel that your friends really don't care. This is one of the worst feeling someone can get... I mean it is really up there with the feeling you get when you find out that your boyfriend cheating on you with your best friend... or one that I can relate to... the feeling that the person you thought was your good friend stabs you in the back. It can be healthy to feel this way at times... you think about a lot of thing that have been bothering you and actually come up with a solution to many of your problems. If you are feeling this way... make most out of it. Think about many things that have been bothering you.. make some changes. This blog is dedicated to a friend of mine... 831. I know that there are many reasons why I can't understand what you are feeling, and I know that at this time I can't probably help much... but know that you can count on me for anything. Try to understand what you are feeling. Don't make it more difficult on yourself by trying to forget about the "problem" with a brand new "problem". (hope you know what I mean). This is what I want you to do...
"Fall head over heals, find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head and listen to your heart.... So stay open, who knows, lighting could strike."831

By the way... I got an A in my Organic Test!!!
But now I have a sore throat... so I am feeling like Sh*t... but I am not a "paper maker" like Edilio... Hope you get better by the way!

Peace, Love and Happiness!!

Mexican Goddess